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Labor Experience

So aku done beranak pada 31/3/2023 hari Jumaat jam 7:28PM Alhamdulillah allahuakbar. Tak sangka ye aku berjaya mengeluarkan seketul manusia yang comel. Syukur sangat sangat dengan rezeki yang Tuhan kurniakan, Hayyan Haris, sempurna sungguh ciptaanMu πŸ’– Aku telah diarahkan untuk serah diri pada hari Isnin 27/3/2023 supaya akan melalui proses Induction of Labor pada Selasa 28/3/2023 atas sebab tertentu. Jadi aku telah memilih Hospital Tunku Jaafar Seremban sebagai tempat bersalin atas sebab keselesaan. Terdapat ward 2nd class, bangunan baru PRIBA dan banyak feedback bagus! Suamiku telah memohon paternity leave dan menemanku dari awal hingga ke akhir proses bersalin. Pada pendapat aku, selepas ini suami ku tak perlu menemaniku sebelum bersalin, aku cuma mahu dia teman aku hari bersalin and onwards sangat ngam! Hari pertama (Isnin) Buat test RTK di luar bangunan PRIBA. Tunggu result dalam masa sejam dan baru boleh masuk PAC. Sepanjang proses suami hanya boleh duduk di kerusi menunggu di lu

First trimester

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πŸ’πŸ’ Hi bloggie been long time no update here. rasa awkward nak post since dah lama tak menaip πŸ˜…πŸ˜‡πŸ’˜πŸ’–πŸ‘« Well anyways, just wanna update on biggg topic here.. I'm married to the love of my life on 4th June 2022 πŸ‘«anddd we are expecting for a child in next April 2023 wuhuu me so nervous but excited #complicatedthings How did I realize that I am pregnant? Its on Saturday morning when no calls I was just chilling at our living room then suddenly headache and nauseous moments came. I mean, why does this happen out of nowhere?? Dyspepsia? Gastritis? I been eating well prior to this.. Then hubby said why dont you do urine pregnancy test? Then pooof 2 double clear line appeared!! I was so happy knowing that we will be future mommy daddy to be.. πŸ’—πŸ˜˜πŸ‘Ά pray for us! Upon our engagement day 19th May 2022 Big day, 4th June 2022 13th August 2022

New Journey 2.0

It has been a week since new responsibilities came. Got new title, one that I aimed long ago. Alhamdulillah I knew I deserve this. Been working like crazy in these past 4 months just to earn new title! It wasn't an easy journey since the beginning, but only love can make me do this. Love and passion. Loving myself so hard that I gotta work for it  Bought my self flowers to celebrate, one that I have been aiming. Looking back, my mother is the only one who once gave me fresh flowers. thank you queen <3 then, seeing other friends received it from their loved ones, deep in my heart me also want *sigh b. I am not the type of person who be asking around for someone buy me that. *I guess I am one of those independent working hard kinda ladies now :p Also i survived covid. Previously i was nkmi, now me be like history of covid 19 infection cat 2b, day 15 post infection. craaaay i feel like crying thinking about it. surviving alone (yeah of course with food & meds by love and friend

It kills ;(

Its me again, blogging thru my blanket while its raining cats and dogs outside. Raining, So as my heart right now. Why does I make everything difficult for myself? People believe that we can find our own happiness, so why does I even do this? Hiding my own true feeling? After all this I don't think others will do the same as me... I'm too sad deep inside I can't even tell anyone I'm sad that someone did not acknowledge my feelings. It hurts damn much. Is it too hard for you? I keep on blaming myself for not being transparent enough πŸ˜” Or maybe I'm too blind.. 

I'm still alive !

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20 months and counting! Alhamdulillah i made it to 5th posting next week 😘😭 God knows how challenging each posting for me, how anxious, crazy and tough but heyy your gal made it im so proud of myself *pat shoulder* looking back, i was a junior 1st poster entering Paediatric rotation whose at first know absolutely nothing. From zero to something haha baby steps!  To each department each memories. I don't want to remember much about the failures, it made me sad for not being good much. But oh God from Paed > Medical > Ortho > O&G , i just am so happy :) πŸ’πŸ’¦ Thanks to everyone who always stay by myside, my bestboyfriend, my besties, my mum siblings and others who encounter in my life. You guys made it bearable for me.  This life was so crazy. I wanna finish it asap so that I can move on to the next phase of life ehheehe. Ouh ya it has been more than a year that we were fighting in the covid 19 pandemic era. Im so hoping that is being eradicated faster enough so that i

Serving you soon!

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Alhamdulillah the title says it all ;)~~ Thank you everyones for your du'as. Ive got selected into intake 5/2019! Will serve you soon okay? For now Im slowly adapting my mind into all of these:- Inserting branulas, CBD insertion, peritoneal dialysis & tap procedure etc; withdrawing blood and sent em to lab, long hours standing in OT, reviewing, taking history, examining, writing discharge notes and attending patients frequently. but hey before that, where are all my old notes from Professional Exams II? Those are simplified version so I cherish it a lot and it made my life easier back then. So this week is a bit struggle to get every things together. I'll come back when I have free time. Have a nice day ahead peeps ! <3

Just be patient :)

Salam. So apparently there are about 600+ number of new housemans getting enlisted in the latest June 2019 intake. My batchmates and I mostly couldn't get into it this time and the waiting time got increasing.. well at least we were in this together right peeps? πŸ˜† but of course need to put on a lot effort to revise before entering housemanship next 2 months inshaAllah While waiting for the enlistment, life has been good to me. Indeed I have been happier more than ever πŸ˜‰ Ouh I need to start create a list of hospital of my choice now. Need to have a back up plan in case I couldn't get to choose my desired hospital πŸ€” Pray for me peeps so that I got one thats good to support my mental health ameeen πŸ’